There are so many, independently, moving parts in my life right now. They aren’t just moving; they’ve gone into overdrive although for all I knew they only ever had one gear, maybe two, at the most. This isn’t all good or bad but the thing that is bad, is of the sort that is permanent and changes who you are a little bit. But, it’s all just life – the shit that life brings and the kinds of stuff that make you realize that you are really living and participating.